Category: Podcast

EP313: No choice – Not even in what is given attention

Today’s episode is a conversation with Sarie Taylor and her Worldwide Wellbeing Community. When the mind is trying to hold onto some shred of perceived control, it often says something like “we have no control over what shows up, but we do have some control over what we do with it/pay attention to”.  But that’s still

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EP312: It’s Not Up to Me with Lisa Giruzzi

In episode 306, Bill Giruzzi shared his experience and the insights he had during a period of extreme anxiety and suicidal depression. In today’s episode, his wife Lisa shares the incredible insights she had during that same time.  In so many profound ways, Lisa deeply realized that nothing in life is really up to her. When

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EP311: There is no conditioning 

Last week’s episode was called It’s All Conditioning. And, also, there is no conditioning. Conditioning is an idea that depends on time. It exists only in thought, which means it has no lasting, real existence. It’s an appearance, albeit a persistent, very real-feeling one. Conditioning exists in duality, as a label for a fleeting experience. The unconditioned

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EP310: It’s all conditioning (and it can’t be any other way)

All experience, in a sense, is conditioned. It’s all learned. And it can’t be anything other than what it is.  It’s not your conditioning. The you with a life and problems and a past and future IS conditioned thought. It can’t have conditioning or be conditioned. It is a conditioned thought. There is a sense of

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EP309: Guided meditation: What’s always here?

This episode is a guided meditation of sorts…or something like that. We’ll lean together into what’s always here, never changing. What is here between thought and no thought?What’s aware of my voice?What’s wide awake when body and mind feel tired? 

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EP308: Who cares?

In this episode, we explore one of my favorite phrases: Who cares? We’ll look at this in two ways. First, who cares, as in ‘so what?’. Second, who cares as in ‘who is the one apparently experiencing caring? Do you care about the things you’re reactive to? Do you really, or is caring a conditioned

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EP307: Trust yourself enough to let go of paradigms 

Everything we’re looking for – freedom, realizing your true nature, peace – is about letting go of everything we thought was true and real. It’s a massive letting go. Anything we cling to, or even believe, holds us back.This includes all pointers and all paradigms. Pointers and paradigms are like a flaming arrow. We follow

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EP306: It’s All Lies

Four years ago Bill had a massive brain bleed. Three years ago, he had his first panic attack. A little over two years ago, he was desperate to end his life. Then in April 2022, he awoke one morning feeling awful, per usual. But this particular morning, for maybe three seconds, his mind went quiet

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EP305: An Unfun Game

In this episode, I share a way of looking at our true, nondual nature and the dualistic experience we appear to be living in much of the time.  None of this is new, but this particular way of looking at this was inspired by David Bingham. David’s pointings are based on the Koshas, an Indian

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